Wow I can't believe it has been this long since i have posted. Corey and I celebrated our 6th Anniversary on October 6th! Crazy how time flies! Other then that not much else has happened. I have been writing my book a little more, and we were still giving our selves a break from trying to have a baby.
In this time I have learned alot about myself. I have also realized more how much Heavenly
Father knows what we need, and when we need it!
I really learned that this week at work. I got a promotion at my job. It is a job I have been wanting, but I never pushed myself to apply for it . Now I know why. It wasn't the right time for me. So now I really realize, Heavenly Father knows more of when things are right for me, then I do. He really does mean that things will happen when the time is right, but it's not my timing it's his. So the best thing for me is to just let it go, and trust that he is going to let it happen when he knows the timing is right for me. I just really need to strengthen my Faith in him, and find out what he wants me to learn during this time. For so long it's like you say ok I am giving it to him, but are you really? Giving it to him means not that you give up, but that you are letting him take the load for awhile. That you are also saying to him, ok I am going to keep on doing what I need to, but I am not going to worry if it does or doesn't happen. Also saying I know you will do what is best for me right now, because I trust you with everything.
So for now I am giving Heavenly Father the load, and saying what do I need to learn right now?
